A thousand deaths...

I die a thousand deaths,
When you tell me you love me,
I know too well, oh, too well,
That a brother's love is all you can give

My heart breaks into a thousand pieces,
When you tell me you miss me,
I know too well, oh, too well,
That there is one whom you miss more

My eyes cries a thousand tears,
When you show how much you care,
I know too well, oh, too well,
That your heart belongs to another

I die a thousand deaths,
Slowly, oh so slowly...

Spare me the pain,
Let me forget,
Let me fall
into the blissful carpet
of neverending night

Author's note: Written today, 4th March 2005. *start edit* The second earliest post, 'Start the music, my dear...' is inspired by the same person.*end edit*